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I haven't said anything for years. Don't know why I think this is the time or why I think anyone would anyone would even read this. Things have changed so much sense my last post. There have been ups and downs, I have learned a lot and changed so much. I learned that I've been a fool and been a made a fool of. People learn and life goes on. I still am who I am and I realize that nothing anyone can do will change that. I had a house, lost it, now live in an apartment for yet a unknown time. I feel like I'm always taking a step backwards whenever I feel like I'm moving forward. Am I in the clear now or is this a feign just like the other times...?

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alohawolf
Apr. 16th, 2012 03:42 am (UTC)
I was wondering where you went the other day, I'm glad to hear your still around, and alive, I would love to chat and catch up, please drop me an IM or something.
tamino
Apr. 16th, 2012 05:02 am (UTC)
Yes, people still read Livejournal. :-) I know I don't know you hardly at all, but I'm here regardless. You told me about Lookout Mountain, near Golden, when we talked in 2004.

I've been feeling similarly, I think. Ten years ago, when times were bad I just felt like "OK, I can deal with this, that just means the hard part is almost over and all the good times are just around the corner." And now I'm not so convinced there *are* good times ahead. At least not lasting ones. Like you, I *have* had ups as well as downs. It's just that they haven't lasted.

We have to keep living and find that out, though, I guess. I have no idea why life is as weird as it is. I hope you *are* in the clear. I hope I get there soon, too.

*offers nuzzles.*
spikedpunch
Apr. 16th, 2012 03:29 pm (UTC)
::gasp:: IT LIVES!!
lupine52
Apr. 16th, 2012 05:24 pm (UTC)
erf, well hopefully you will be able to reverse that trend and start to rebuild your net worth
grifter_t_wolf
Apr. 16th, 2012 11:06 pm (UTC)
We're still here bp! -Grifter and Painless
kohath
Apr. 16th, 2012 11:19 pm (UTC)
*sends hugs*
maus_merryjest
Jun. 4th, 2012 07:15 am (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear about the house :/
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